Pain...

Like a bolt from the blues, it has pierced my heart...
Shattering both the bright and dark sides of my life, speculating on my pain with its mean look,
What is it that i cant comprehend?
Like a sword, slicing my heart, as if it was intentional, meant to hurt and leave the deepest scar ever.
I can feel the pain and i can see it. I am not dreaming, i can feel it, between the the horizons of my mind.
Like the light fading away with the aging time, like a train of memories running away from my conscious mind.
What pain is this!!!
Like a low level being, which cant understand the thoughts of a supreme being,
My mind and soul lay numb as if they are dead.
Words fall short to describe the pain...
Like a wicked smile, with a destructive intent, it smiles somewhere trying to trample the hope within my deserted mind.
Like a shadow surrounding my world, markin a distinction between my world and ........
It goes down in my throat smoothly, like the red wine, pain.... nothing but pain....!
Only i can feel the the rich taste of the wine!!!
Trying to gulp it with the grace, not letting the tear roll out.
What pain is this?